Post by madoc on Jan 2, 2012 3:24:58 GMT
the only thing i ever cared about was killed, fuck you
MADOC LUCIAN BUTLER
lucian. 27. male. heterosexual. hunter. himself. izzy.
MADOC LUCIAN BUTLER
lucian. 27. male. heterosexual. hunter. himself. izzy.
The following few items are from a notebook found in a house that had not only been abandoned, but a few weeks after it had been, it burned to the ground. Some parts are burnt away, but the idea is still there...
December 19th, 1993
Well, I am going to be going to see this doctor. My mom says he's supposed to be a good man, or a doctor. My dad said he didn't understand why a 9-year-old needs to see what they call a therapist, I think they called him. I know why. I see things others don't. I see things that shouldn't be there, and I have dreams. The future. There's a little thing going on in my head, it allows me to see what's going to happen when I dream. I dreamed last night I would be told of this "therapist" I would be seeing, and look what happened. I trust you though, and I was told I had to do a journal. Not sure why. Well, journal, I guess I can say where you are. You're in London, just south of it actually. Been here since I was young, and no, no siblings, just an adopted brother named Mikael, but that's it. I like hunting things. My dad takes me huting a lot...[burned off some sentences]
So I'm going to go see this man tomorrow. He's supposed to "help me" with what I see. But they're real. I know they are. The supernaturals. I've seen them, the vampires and werewolves, they're all real. Why does no one believe me? WHY?
This excerpt is from a few sessions with Dr. Rodney Kalister, a child therapist in London.
December 20th, 1993
Patient ID: B19753
Session: 1
Madoc is a 9-year-old with trauma that is evident in what he does. Doesn't speak much, but his mind works. Very strategic. Beat me in a game of chess in under 10 minutes. Informed mother is now addicted to something he calls the forgetting drink, which after speaking with father, is alcohol. Father is full-time pilot, and has adopted brother, who is his cousin, named Mikael from Germany. Has lived here his whole life.
Wants to be a Marine or a Fighter Pilot when he gets older. Likes to hunt things. Knows how to use a gun - even at this young of age. Appear confident most of the time. Says people call him arrogant. Explains that he thinks it's only because he doesn't talk much. Takes care of his younger adopted brother, he says, since his mother doesn't. I asked if he wanted me to speak with someone in Social Services about his mother for him, but he declined, saying he could take care of it himself.
Claimed to see things I can't see. Said it's why I'm unable to beat him in a game. He likes to be able to see things ahead of time, it's almost like he's always a few steps ahead. Like I mentioned before, strategic and a quiet thinker. Keeps to himself but is protective of his family and those he cares about. Says he believes there are such things as vampires and werewolves and he will hunt them down one day.
January 27th, 1994
Session 4:
Madoc seems to have improved when I informed him I believed him about some things. He says for his 10th birthday, something happened, and now he lives with his aunt. For awhile, he emphasized. He explained that his mother and father were attacked, and his mother slaughtered. His father, he says, is now teaching him how to fight supernaturals, like he'd been saying for years that there were such things. I allow him to explain, and he shows me a few "moves" he calls some fighting styles he's been learning in the past month since his mother was killed and his birthday passed. Turns out, he said, that the vampires who attacked knew his father, they were related to him somehow, they said, while he hid under his bed with his younger brother, now 8. I nodded and listened, till his aunt came to fetch him. I will need to continue to keep an eye on Madoc, and I will need to request to see him at least twice a month till he feels more confident in himself.
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Madoc has always had a quite exterior to him, he doesn't talk much, he keeps that saying, "speak only when needed" in mind, since he thinks actions speak louder than words. When he was 10 he discovered his father's actual job, he was a hunter, and the Butler family, turns out, has been Hunters for generations throughout Europe. Taking on the role of a Hunter since he was 11, Madoc went through stages of depression through his teen years, though has finally calmed down. Entering the Royal Marines at 18, he climbed ranks and went on two tours in Afghanistan in the 2000s. After returning with his ranking, he discovered his father had fallen ill while he'd been abroad, and had died. His adopted younger brother, Mikael and Aunt Abigail were there, along with other family he'd barely seen. It was then he began to really harness what he'd been given. No, Madoc doesn't know that his grandmother had been a witch, and therefore passed on the genes not only to his aunt, but her only offspring - an undiscovered witch and warlock to see the future. He got off easy, premonitions come to him in his dreams, his mother saw them most of the time since she couldn't control it.
Staying in England, he remained in the Marines, but also began his hunting, taking on the Butler name. Madoc continued to hunt down supernaturals he'd known all his life existed, from faeries to werewolves, he managed to kill over 20 in his first year - alone. His brother wanted to join, but he refused his help, not wanting his brother, then married, to sacrifice what he had. It's been 3 months since Madoc has moved to the States with the Royal Marines to work here in Manuka as an Intelligence Office for the Army of the States, but only during the day. He keeps up his training, and remains a Hunter of the supernatural constantly.
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