ELLIS, aphrodite noreen [done]

[aphrodite]

I've been up and down this road before. I keep on coming back for more
And I still haven't figured a dang thing out about life


APHRODITE NOREEN ELLIS
the beauty. twenty three. female. heterosexual. firetamer. dark. dorki.

Aphrodite is a genuinely sweet girl. All through her life she has been the sort of girl who would share her chocolate bar with you if your mum forgot to put one in your lunch box, a bully had taken it or you’d absentmindedly dropped it on the floor. She’s the type of girl who you can count on no matter what. If you call her up in the middle of the night and need to talk, she’ll listen; if you get in trouble she’ll try and help you out. Aphrodite is a bubbly and energetic girl who loves to chat, and chat to anyone. The girl was born a social butterfly and has always soared high. On a good day her personality shines and radiates, and it is obvious that she is genuinely lovely. To Aphrodite, her friends and family are everything. Once you have her as a friend she really is a keeper. She always has her friend’s best interest at heart, or what she feels their best interests are.

No matter what, the constant in her personality is that she is very strong. Like most people she likes the comfort of her family and friends, but if she had to she could always cope on her own. In a crises, Aphrodite copes not by freaking out, but by trying to come up with a plan. The plan might not always work, but she never wants to appear weak and keeping busy helps with this. Aphrodite hates being told what to do. She’s a fiery and spirited young girl, and likes thinking for herself. She hates appearing weak, and is not one to cry in public or around those she doesn’t know. Because of this some people see her as cold, heartless and emotionless. The reason for her wanting to appear so kept together is because in reality she’s not. Sometimes she doesn’t know what to do, sometimes she wants to break down and cry, but her father used to always tell her ‘if you show weakness, people will take advantage.’

She makes herself out to be fearless, even if it is far from the truth. She has several phobias such as doing something profoundly stupid and irreversible that would have immeasurable consequences on her life. Unfortunately, that doesn't stop her from making some huge mistakes, during which she has to suffer the damage control to follow. Being the party girl that she is, she has found herself in some very undesirable situations. Her sunshine personality and love of alcohol often overwhelms her reason and consciousness, as she believes that every moment is meant to be lived to the fullest.

Behind that 'little miss sunshine' exterior, however, lies an untrusting person. Easy to befriend, but hard to really get to know, she can prove to be a big nutshell. The best way to describe the girl is to compare her to an incomplete puzzle: the more you know her, the more you get to know the real her. One definite word you could use to describe Aphrodite is guarded. For the longest time she's had a barrier up around herself. Not just her heart, but her as a whole. Trust was something she was literally quite terrified to give out because something such as trust can be broken so easily, and some people are able to rip your trust up right in front of your very eyes. She that is afraid of getting too close to someone in fear of rejection, and who wishes she could be a better, more genuine individual. Rejection strikes a very deep chord with her.

She's a very vicious person with a temper that is through the roof. Maybe it’s the Ellis temper. Her anger and words are something she just can't seem to control anymore. All it takes is a little spark and she'll be going off on you and with just a tiny push and she'll probably start swinging fists. She was born and raised in a dog eat dog world, she learned to defend herself very young. Instinct becomes your first reaction. She is also quite hot headed, able to go literally from calm to livid within seconds. She tends to get violent when mad, and despite how lithe she appears , this femme fatale can sure as hell pack a mean punch .

If anything, the amount that Aphrodite has grown from all that she's been through is her major and single strength. She’s been knocked down and beaten so many times, and the fact that she continues on with a smile on her face is something many may not have been able to do. She’s stubborn, though, and not willing to give up. Aphrodite is beyond strong mentally, once her mind is set that is that and you will not waver her. She had drive. When she set her mind to something, she accomplished it no matter what got in her way. Though, that can arguably be bad as well, she likes to think that it is mainly positive what with the way the world is today. Someone solid in their beliefs is a solid person in general. She’s self-confident in ways most aren’t. She takes things in stride more often than not, you will hardly ever catch Aphrodite whining about something.

Every girl has a bitchy side to them and Aphrodite is no exception. Aphrodite is manipulative, scheming and relentless. When someone pisses her off, hurts her, defies her or does any of the previous to her loved ones, you can guarantee their luck is going to change for the worst. Because she will spread some nasty gossip about you, dig up dirt. She usually channels most of that energy into destroying her enemies, as she has an inner bitch that haunts her. She'll keep all the gossip true but, she will find out bad things about you if you mess with her. She isn't the type to get on the bad side of because you will go through hell, even a blond can be a bitch and destroy someone she dislikes. The side is mainly hidden, she doesn't like to show off the fact she can be vicious when given the certain place and spot she with a person.

She knows her way around words, knows how to say the right words to manipulative a person to get what she wants. She's just a bitch like that, by her looks you'd never think this girl was as sneaky was she was but, she is. She sneaks around, twists word. It isn't lying, just twisting it around into something that is more interesting, she doesn't put words in with the old ones, she puts the old words into new places to fit what she wants it to sound like. This is why she could make a great gossip site writer well because, of the word twisting and the manipulative side she has. She knows her way with gossip, and talking behind peoples backs. She may have that innocent look to her but, a lot of people don't know what goes on behind closed doors with Aphrodite. She's one scary person when she feels the need to be.

As far as relationships came, sex was an escape route for Aphrodite. She used it as a form to release the emotions that she held bottled up and she craved the calmness of its aftermath. To her, sex was like a pain reliever from the natural sting of everyday life. She is not only incomplete in the sense that she has many profound issues with herself, but also due to the fact that she has never fallen in love. When it comes to love, Aphrodite is sucker. Her mask of having everything under control comes falling down and a softer side of her is found. But before love, comes lust and Aphrodite is known for her flirtatious ways, and partying antics. Granted, she has dated before, and had a rather sparked love life, yet she has yet to find the prince in shining armor that will sweep her off her feet and hold the key to her shielded heart.

When it came to things that Aphrodite liked, she was quite simple. She liked money and having money. She liked shopping and having something different to wear every day. She enjoyed keeping her body fit so that boys would like her. She liked having sex and teasing boys with sex. Aphrodite resorted to clothing that emphasized those curves and her figure. She not only wanted to look stunning, but with the way that God created her and all the beauty he put in to making her, She felt obligated to look as amazing as she possibly could. She has always been quite fashion forward. Whatever the current trend is, you know she’ll have something in her closest to sum it up. From cute and elegant dresses, to leather jackets and ripped denim this girl has it. Though the one thing her clothes have in common are their price tag. Arianna was raised with nothing but the best, now only the best is good enough. Only the finest and most expensive to good enough for Miss Aphrodite.

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