SPELLARK, carsee andrew

[andy01]

CARSEE ANDREW SPELLARK !?

'lost and insecure, you found, you found me.'

hey there! so, tell us all about you... let's start off with the basics. what do we need to know?

"hi, my name is carsee andrew spellark, it's like car seat without the T, and I really don't have any nicknames. I am currently nineteen years old turning twenty in december, I am a male if that wasn't obvious enough. I don't know why I'm telling you this, but I am a merperson and I am on the light side, and frankly I don't see any need for this stupid and pointless war. And I am bisexual."

so, a little birdy told me that you're pretty gorgeous... describe yourself.

"I don't really know how to describe my appearance, I'm not conceited and I don't look in the mirror every five seconds, but I'll try. I have blonde hair and light blue eyes, my eyes kind of fit into the theme of my person, as I am a merperson, so blue, like the ocean... never mind. Some people say I look like Niall Horan but I have absolutely no idea who that is. I guess you can say I'm fit, I weigh around 150 pounds and I'm about 5'7. Now if you want we can talk about clothes, I'm not the best in fashion and I barely understand what's the latest about it, I usually wear what the hell I feel like wearing that day, if it's just jeans and a T-shirt I'm fine with that."

i'm sure that your personality is something else completely, tell me all about your self, can't wait to hear it!

"Hmm let's start with my likes and dislikes, I like music and art, I'm just a very creative person, I like swimming and just being near a huge source of water, but I can't go swimming because if I do I turn into a glorified fish which isn't something I want people to see about me. I like eating, I just love eating, don't judge me. I dislike going into my mermaid form, and that is something I have to do if I want to take a bath and not smell extremely disgusting. I hate conceited people and people who believe that everything concerns them, and I barely survived high school with people like that around. Hmm, what else do I hate... oh yeah I hate spiders and snakes, they creep me the hell out. And I know I should be more manly but I really can't, they're just creepy and crawly. And the number one thing I dislike is the war.

Now onto strengths and weaknesses, I'm really going in swimming obviously. I'm actually a pretty good drawer, and I like to sketch in my free time. I would like to say that I'm good at poetry, and I love writing. And I'm also pretty strong in giving people advice, if that counts? Weaknesses, hmm. I suck at playing any kind of instrument, which sucks cause I really want to play the piano but every time I try it and practice, I just can't do it. I'm horrible at sports, but I don't really care for them anyways. And... I suck at romance, which is mainly the reason why I've never had a solid relationship.

This is too much, and I don't see why I'm giving you all this information about myself. But I'll go on. Habits, I always bite my nails for no reason, when I'm nervous I do it, and at the weirdest moments possible I'll do it. Another one of my habits is I'm constantly scratching myself, whenever a itch appears on my arm I will scratch at it furiously and sometimes it leaves my arm really red. Some fears beside the snakes and spiders, I'm afraid of getting wet and turning into a merman in public. So I stay away from any sources of water. I'm afraid of being robbed, I live by myself and if my house was ever broken into I think I would have some sort of panic attack and I would probably never live in that house again because I would like the robber installed cameras in my wall and were watching my every move. I dunno, I'm just weird like that. My one desire is to be free of being a merman, and my one secret is, I don't know I don't really have secrets, except for being a merman. I guess that is my only secret.

Now onto the overall personality, I'm really nice and generous but I get really angry if someone upsets me. I love socializing with people and I get along well with most of them, except for the ones I just can't stand. As for my family, I have a younger brother & sister, and I don't really get along well with them. They seem to hate me for some reason, but I get along well with my parents and they adore me. As I said I don't really understand the war and I don't see the point, but I fight on the light side only because the dark side seems evil to me, and I am against evil."

i would love to hear about your past, i'm sure it's oh so interesting...

"I'll start with my basic history, starting with my family. My dad, Karsee is a human he married my mom, Elizabeth who was a mermaid from the sea. My dad doesn't really talk about her a lot, but I believe that she used her mermaid powers to entrance him and make him fall in love with her. My mom died a few years after she birthed her final child and my sister, we don't really know how she died. She just died. I am the only one in the family to carry her mermaid genes, my siblings are humans and I guess that's why they hate me so much. Because I'm different. My family has never really had financial problems, we are just like most of the other families, we can afford what we need to afford but we aren't crazy rich.

Now let's talk about the other stuff. I was born nineteen years ago on December 23rd, to my two wonderful parents Karsee & Elizabeth Spellark. I have already told you that my mother was a mermaid that made my father fall in love with her. And I got her mermaidness. I grew up like most other children, I went to school I played outside and I fought with my siblings. I didn't realize I was a merman until I was around 13, my father really didn't tell me anything about my mother being a mermaid, and she didn't tell us anything about her being a mermaid, so I was forced to find out about it from a different source; which was my own body. I was taking a shower one day and I just fell in the bathtub and realized that I had a tail instead of legs. It wasn't until half a hour later that I had dried off and my feet came back, but I was still frightened by the whole experience.

I decided not to tell my father about it for a few years, and tried dealing with the whole 'no water' thing, it was pretty easy hiding it from him, until one day when he found me in my room as a fish. He told me everything about it, and he told me I wasn't suppose to tell the humans, and there were a whole bunch of other species out there, and I really didn't understand it. I went through my high school years hiding my secret, and figuring out my sexuality and making friends and making enemies, and all that other stuff. Now I'm nineteen, I live by myself and I'm on the light side of the war."

who is the amazing mastermind behind the likes of you?

"haai, i'm andy I'm fifteen. I found you guys through caution and I live in the eastern time zone. this will be my first character, and random fact: i love one direction. don't judge me c:"

Nick didn't really know about having the band practice at his house. His parents were out and so was Krissy, but he didn't like having people over at his house. He thought it was awkward. But they all had agreed to practice at his house. It had taken quite a long time for Nick to find some members for the band, but he finally found Danny the lead vocalist, and Cassandra the guitarist. Nick was on the drums, and it wasn't until recently that he learned how to play it, he had this big drum set since he was smaller and it was just till now he finally began to use it.

Nick didn't really know who was the leader of the band yet, and they didn't even have a band name. All they knew was that they had their one band inspiration. I see stars. Nick really adored the band, their music, their style it was all just so good. Nick couldn't really explain it all that well. He looked over at the cabinets of snacks in his kitchen and finally decided that chips would work so he poured them into a bowl and set them on the table in the garage. He also put several dips on the table also. He didn't know why, but he just wanted everything to seem perfect.

Then he worked his way onto the band equipment, he set his drums in the corner with enough space. He set the microphone for Danny in the front, and Cassandra was bringing her own guitar. He set the amps in the back, not worrying about any of his neighbors. Most of his neighbors either moved away or died from old age, so most of the houses were vacant, and the neighbors who actually did live where Nick was lived a few good houses away so they didn't really care about the noise. They probably didn't even hear it.

Nick took a seat at his drum set and took out his drum sticks and began to play a random tune. Nick had written some songs for the band, Danny and Cassandra had helped so they all had agreed on the songs they were going to play. Nick began to wonder if the band was even going to go anywhere, were they going to get any gigs? But then again, this was their first practice, they didn't know how good they were together. Nick sat and awaited for their arrival.

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