Gyder, Samuel Vance

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'It's a beautiful lie,
A perfect denial,
Such a beautiful lie to believe in....”
30 Seconds to Mars – A Beautiful Lie

SAMUEL VANCE GYDER
Vance or Sam. 24. Male. Hetero. Werewolf. Neutral. Wetzel.

Info:
Birthday: October 31
Play-By: Maximilian Silberman

Personality:

• Selfishness: He knows what is expected of a regular “human” being, but only really cares about what he wants. He can deceive and seem honest, but really he is after his own goals.
  
  
• Unsympathetic: Though he can fake sympathy as well as he can feel it, he shuts off that switch.
  
  
• Smart (Personality wise): He has figured out how to fake being what he is around different people, getting good with all. He can build a new 'self' and be totally different around different people.
  
  
• Athletic: He's good at sports and physical exercise. Athletic kind of speaks for itself.
  
  
• Apathetic: He knows the difference between right and wrong but doesn't care, he does solely what he wants. He will do whatever it takes to fulfill his inner desires.
  
  
• Narcissist: This is a psychological disorder, a disorder of the mind. He can care, feel, and suffer like a regular human being, but this keeps him from doing just that. He has sort of what people call an 'off' switch. He can never have a 'totally' healthy relationship until he learns to control his disorder or cares enough about someone to change. Thus finding someone he truly cares about to realize the difference.
  
  
• Headstrong: He doesn't back down from a fight easily, even if he is wrong. He gets stuck in a defensive mode.
  
  
• Pessimistic: He looks at life all wrong, he finds no hope in anything. From the atrocities he has witnessed and his Uncle being a mad man.
  
  
• Calm: He has a calm nature, easy going. Although his other traits can help hide this, it does show if he is watched from a distance.
  
  
• Loyal: Most narcissists are not loyal, for they are incapable of it, but he has a hard time not being loyal to someone. He can actually feel guilt, shame, regret, and even loss when he is disloyal. Again, this is uncommon in most Narcissists.
  

Appearance:
Samuel has black hair and blueish green eyes. He has tattoos on each arm, something he got with his Uncle when he was 18. He wears a lot of sleeveless shirts, and baggy jeans with sneakers. He is totally into fashion however, he likes his looks. Being a narcissist makes him ultra aware of the weaknesses of others, and looking good makes it a lot harder for people to over look you.
History:
Samuel grew up with his Uncle in Manuka. His parents died about a year after his birth, and his Uncle took custody of him. Gyder, the family name. Something his Uncle found very important, but to Samuel it made no difference. He grew up as an outcast and only got through it by accepting what he was, a Werewolf. He has no love for humans however, considering they all just find him freaky in some way or another. As if a vibe came from him, shunning them from him. He had never been close to a human, and his Uncle wasn't fond of them. His uncle wanted the humans gone, so Samuel decided to be neutral, as to not dissapoint.

Samuel spent his high school career pretty much drinking and doing drugs. He used to live with his Uncle, and work for him. Samuel has come to learn dark secrets about his Uncle though, mass murder, no sympathy. Samuel was taught to not care, turning him into a Narcissist. He had no idea he was different, still doesn't. When he went to the doctor for depression, they diagnosed him with Narcissism, but he finds it to be wrong. He didn't let his Uncle know either, he finds it secretly embarrassing. He went to college for Literature. He has since graduated.

Samuel was the type of person who never suffered from not getting what he wanted. But he has never found love, and it haunts him. The inability to care, the inability to love. Unlike his Uncle he doesn't want to live alone, he wants to learn to love, but can't. He's hidden behind the mask his Uncle forced upon him, a diligent minion. Only now has he started to show signs of turning against his Uncle. He does not want to become the murderer, the torturer, or the monster his Uncle is. No, he wants to change. But that struggle is only the beginning.

Screams can be heard from his Uncle's estate, moans of pain in the cellar, and the smell of death. Humans couldn't smell it, nor could they hear it, but supernaturals could. Under the house lies a tomb, a basement, a cellar for his Uncle's contraptions. Experiments on people, abominations. Things Samuel wants to forget but can't, he is haunted by the spirits, those that called him, asking for life. He has to kill his uncle, that is the only choice he has. But the house, he hears the cries, he sees the ghosts, the children, the men, and the women. The old and the young, everything his Uncle tortured. Even the souls of supernaturals, haunt those halls. A mansion of the dead, he calls it.
A sepulcher.

A library located in his Uncle's house was where he spent most of his time, reading the Diaries. The diaries of his ancestors in World War II. His Uncle's grandfather was in the War, a Nazi. He read of the experiments made by Doctor Mengele, the things he did. He also realized his Uncle killed his own parents, to get to him. For him to be a minion, to follow in his Uncle's foot steps. His Uncle had started out trying to do good, trying to cure people. But over time he grew heartless, stubborn, and remorseless. A demonic darkness clouded his Uncle's eyes, the man could not see the suffering he'd done. So Samuel fled, and lived in the city of Manuka, and drank, and lived what he was. But he is always followed by the ghosts of his past, the people he'd seen killed.

His Uncle lives under a false impression that he is out, doing his own experiments. Finding his own truths and healings, but the man doesn't know he knows the truth. The bones broken and ground then mixed into some cement, and made into stones for the basement. He was now a weapon, that knew his Uncle's weakness.

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