what is family || karson

[NEELY CHASTITY ASTOR]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=style, width: 500px] I REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE DRIVING we gotta make a decision: leave tonight or live and die this way? [/style][style=background-color: 1b1b1b; width: 200px; height: 300px; float: right; border: 0px solid #0e0e0e; padding: 8px; color: 454545; overflow: auto; text-align: justify; font-family: arial] there were advantages to being as quiet as neely was in this house of craziness. with the relatively few little bugs she had placed around the house - they were, as far as she knew, still unknown to the rest of the family - she found out all sorts of interesting stories. of course, most of it were her parents fighting or mundane talks during meals, but she occasionally caught a conversation that would peak her interest. luckily for the faerie, there had been two of those conversations recently. that was rare; one thing to catch her eye was an event in itself, but two so close together? she must be getting lucky. that, or she was getting more easily entertained. she shuddered at the thought after listening to both recordings again, neely's jaw clenched. she didn't know if she should talk to jayne and daphne before or after their little deed was done. on one hand, she wanted to help them. she wanted to be included in taking down one of the reasons she had been put in the psych ward like daphne. after some thought, she decided she would talk to them about it soon, hopefully before they did what they said they would do. first, though, she had to figure a way to go about the conversation without pissing them off. it would be awful if they thought she was going to turn them in and turned on her. with those cheerful thoughts running through her head, neely slowly opened the door of her room, peeking outside. she hadn't heard anyone in a while - the house was pretty much silent - so she figured no one was home. even if someone was home, chances were that no one would mind her walking about for a little snack. she had to eat more now than she usually did - which was barely anything - because of that stupid audition she had coming up. no one wanted a skin - and - bones dancer, especially not one whose outfit would reveal their stomach. she needed to at least have a little 'fat' on her before the audition date arrived. the redhead slipped out of her room - barefoot, like she usually was in the house, for it made far less noise than anything else - and headed down the stairs. she slunk into the kitchen and headed to the fridge. after deliberating for a few seconds, she picked up a peach. after examining it, she closed the fridge and washed it, taking a bite. she smiled softly, a slight skip to her step as she left the kitchen and headed into what she figured the others used as a family room or living room of sorts. she froze when she realized that she wasn't actually alone in the house. her expression returned to one of apathy - she always wore the mask around her family, no matter who it was - as she tried to get to her room before karson realized she was there. [style=letter-spacing: 2px; border-bottom: 2px solid; padding: 2px] 504 | CHEF KITTY | OUTFIT woot, they gots a thread! <3 [/style]

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[KARSON TATHRA ASTOR]

He was dead their father was dead,those words were all so final and those memories still played at night when Karson closed her eyes for sleep. She couldn't her mind was not grasping still that he was gone and no longer the head of the family. It was just a normal conversation and now he was dead. Their mother was shell,she had lost all of her strength when he left them. What was going to happen to her now Karson,was not sure. She was always closer with their mother. Lee Ann was someone she looked up too and wanted to be like. Yet not nothing about her was anything that Karson knew.the rest of her family seemed to be fine though. Well at least as fine as Karson had ever seen them,their brother was reminding her of her father. He was cold and calculating she knew that if he was needed though he would be there. But that did not mean Karson liked seeming him this way. Everything was not different,the family was moving in the direction Jayne wanted and Karson wasn't sure what to do with it. With being so different then her other siblings,did that mean that she was in going to be in trouble with Jayne now. Because he was no longer just their brother he was the head Astor. The one who had the power and made all the calls.it was something Karson was so happy for but also slightly weary of.

With all of those thoughts rushing though her mind,she could not help but wonder how everyone else was feeling though. Even if they look liked the picture perfect of strength,did they feel anything like she was feeling. Were any of them curious about how or why there father just died how he did. She knew better then to ask,so she would just let her thoughts keep her occupied. Checking her phone she let out a soft sigh,at the moment all she wanted to do was spending time with Chandler,watching some movies or getting snuggles. Or just laughing with Archer about sales people and grabbing some food. None of that was possible at the moment,they were both busy and had their own lives. Which Karson understood,but that didn't mean she didn't feel alone like she did right now. Shaking her head she arose from her bed and rolled her shoulders. Nothing would get accomplished if she stayed in bed all day though,she needed to move forward so that is what she would do.

Slipping from her room her slippers slowly echoing across their cold floor,they house was no longer full of the warmth it was. Not that she thought it had warmth but it felt more cold now that their father was gone. He was not a family man by any means,but he was her dad and she still loved him,so with him gone she couldn't help but feel slightly lost. So maybe she just needed a day out or at least out of her room,maybe she could talk with her mom and see how she was doing. All those thoughts when on pause when she felt a familiar presence,it was Neely . A soft smile appeared on her face knowing her younger sibling was wandering around,her twin and Jayne were busy so it was just her and Neely it seemed. Continuing her walk she sped up slightly as she watched Neely leave the kitchen she spoke softly. " Neely,I was hoping it was you I thought everyone else was gone. How are you ? How have you been since everything that has happened." She knew that Neely and the rest of her family did not see eye to eye. But she loved her sister and wanted her to be okay and wanted them to grow close,because when death happened , it was suppose to bring them closer together right ?

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