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Post by CASIDHE TRYSTEN CATARA on Mar 16, 2012 23:20:56 GMT
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Post by CASIDHE TRYSTEN CATARA on Apr 3, 2012 5:59:28 GMT
{ DEAR DIARY;________________________________ " i don't know what i'm doing half the time " leaves me with the feeling that i feel the most; Casi: He was just laying on the floor of his apartment and staring up at the ceiling, wondering how cool and amusing it would be to put those little glowy stars up all over the place. The reactions he'd get would be amusing as all hell, but he had a certain feeling that they'd rub some client the wrong way and he'd end up with one of the glowy stars shoved in places he'd rather not have them. Still, it was nice to imagine being able to put the stars all up without such an incident maybe occuring.
Kit: He was floating around board, just passing through different places, but he was a bit drawn to one, it pulling him in as he hovered in a room, seeing Casidhe and just making himself a little bit more noticeable. "Well, aren't you curious?" He said, watching him with a smirk.
Casi: He blinked and sat up when he noticed the aura, and then the faint unmistakable Kit outline. "Kit!" He piped up, peering at the ghost with thoughtful eyes. Then his eyes widened a little bit "Ohmygod, please tell me you haven't been watching me..." He bit his lower lip, feeling oddly awkward about such a thought.
Kit: He just smirked a little and watched him for a moment. "Well technically I have for about a minute." He said just pointing it out and just laying next to him now and looking up at the ceiling where he was looking.
Casi: The words about Kit only having been watching for a minute made him sigh and relax; smiling over at the ghost when he laid next to him. "Oh, that's not so bad then." He said softly, looking back at the ceiling. "I was just thinking it's too bad I can't put those little glowy stars up there." He said lightly, grinning over at Kit.
Kit: He just smirked as he seemed to relax and then they were both looking at the ceiling and he just snorted a little. "That would be interesting while...you know.." He just smirked and looking at him.
Casi: He quirked a brow and laughed at Kit's words. "Uh huh. Probably piss some of them off. I'd see it being sorta distracting...." He grinned impishly, looking at Kit. "How funny do you think that'd be? I have the feeling they'd look up and just be like 'this is so wrong, I feel like I'm screwing a little kid'" He chuckled in his throat, eyes glittering at the idea.
Kit: He laughed a bit at his words and smirked, nodding. "Well, you are a kid, then again I feel like I'm a kid too. See if it was me in your bed, I'd have no problem. I'd be like oo glow stars, now those are awesome." He just laughed softly and just stretched a bit, his hands going behind his head.
Casi: He rolled to his side to better look at Kit with a little chuckle. "I'm over seven hundred years old, Kit-kat." He said in amused tones, curious on how that information might make Kit react. He smiled at the other words. "If only there were more like you in the world...." He sighed softly.
Kit: He just smiled and heard that number, "Well, you're just young at heart. It's a good quality though." Just doesn't much care for age, especially with supernaturals. "Hmm, if only..." He said, smirking a bit. He looked at Casidhe and fully materialized, making him feel more normal. "Mmm, I wish I could stay solid forever."
Casi: He smiled warmly at Kit when he heard the words, nodding. "Like I told the ferris wheel witch, I rarely act my age." He chuckled lightly. Of course the next words made him tilt his head, wondering what Kit was going to say. Then Kit was solid; speaking. "It must be unnerving." He pointed out, frowning.
Kit: He looks at Casi and just smiles at his words, hten just shrugging at his words. "Mmm, at first it was a bit, but each time I could materialize a bit longer. I'm more used to having to rest it for a while though now. Then again, it sometimes happens at the worst times." He said thinking about Morgan a little and just looking at Casidhe. "Hmm so what are you up to besides thinking about glowy stars?"
Casi: He listened to Kit speak about materializing and such, though Cas zeroed in on the last words on how it happened at the worst of times. "Worst times? What happened?" He asked, tone gentle. Then at the words on what he was up to, Casi just sighed. "Just...waiting." He answered calmly.
Kit: He sighed softly. "I talked to Morgan and he mentioned that when I was going to turn eighteen that he was going to propose to me. I think my emotions got the best of me and it made me give in. Once I lost the energy to materialize, I could not go back." He said softly and looked at Casi, just looking at him and rolling to his side and just grasping Casidhe's hand softly before flipping his hand over, just looking at the lines softly.
Casi: He listened to the words, frowning and nodding. "Oh... That is a bad time to fade out. I'm sorry Kit. That must have been terrible." He said softly, feeling his hand grasped. He smiled at Kit, then thought of something. "You said Morgan? The witch? Pretty violet eyes?" His tone was curious, interested for a moment to see if it was the one and same male.
kit: he just listened to him and nodded. "I feel horrible because he needed me to stay and I couldn't." he said and then heard his question. "Morgan." he nodded and just ran a finger over the cracks.
Casi: He looked away, feeling bad for Kit having to go through that. "Life; and death, can be rough." He responded, frowning. Then he raised a brow at Kit's agreement to who Morgan was. He shifted over a little and touched his nose to Kit's, scrunching up his nose in amusement. "That may or may not tell me some interesting things about you, Kit-kat." He pulled back and rolled to his back, turning his head to look at Kit; not taking his hand away from the other male. "Did he ever have you...'wear' a tail?" Cas tried to hold back a snicker at the thought.
Kit: He just listened to the words and just heard his words, having not understood the question the first time but now does. "Oh god, I did not know that was what you meant but now I do." He said his eyes wide for a moment and just laughed and smirked a bit, his fingers having intertwined with Casidhe's fingers.
Casi: He started to laugh, his body shaking a little from the laughter, squeezing Kit's fingers. "He's got quite the collection. And oh, a closet masochist. He wanted me to scream..." He simply looked amused at that, reaching out to touch Kit's face. "Did that make you his Kitten, then?" He smiled at Kit, unjudging.
Kit: He just facepalmed as he listened just laughing at himself and then dropped his hand as Casidhe touched his face. "Hmm I wonder.." He said and looked at Casidhe, just his smile fading as he leaned in and kissed Casidhe slowly, gently at first.
Casi: He found Kit's reaction rather adorable, though he heard Kit's words and raised a brow, wondering what Kit wondered. But then he felt Kit's lips on his and he kissed back, scooting his body closer to Kit's, continuing to kiss him gently, one hand lightly cupping the side of Kit's face.
Kit: He just continued to kiss him, his tongue running over Casidhe's lower lip, as Kit just came to hover over him, fingers slipping under his shirt and just resting on his stomach for a long moment, finding him addicting.
Casi: He sighed, just giving into the kiss. Feeling Kit's fingers under his shirt on on his stomach made Cas curl a leg around one of Kit's and use an arm to brace himself, flipping Kit over on his back. He smiled down at the for-now solid ghost, leaning to kiss and nibble gently down Kit's neck, his hands running over Kit's chest, down his sides with slow strokes.
Kit: He continued to kiss him, deeply as he laughed a little against his lips as Casi flipped them and he looked up and just felt him on his neck, just closing his eyes, taking in the touch, a soft moan rumbling in his throat.
Casi: He murmured lowly against Kit's lips in response, but then he was playing over the sensitive spots on the male's neck, caressing with lips and teeth as he moved down to the collarbone. He made a little humming sound, then all but stripped Kit of his shirt, smirking down at him. "There's so much we can still do..." He pointed out softly, and he leaned down again, pulling lightly on Kit's earlobe with his teeth. "And if you are the Kitten, then I can probably still please you.... no?" He asked, gripping Kit's hips lightly, rubbing his thumbs over the area.
Kit: He just felt himself shiver beneath Casidhe, just feeling himself stripped all but his shirt and just listneing to him, "I haven't tri-ie-ied!" His voice rose a little as he just inahled, groaning.
Casi: He paused at Kit's words, just hovering over him. He tilted his head at the male questioningly. "Would you like me to stop?" He asked, his voice gentle, trying to be soothing.
Kit: He just listened to his quetion and looked up at him. "No, it's just been five years since I've..." he said and just looked up at him and still shivered softly.
Casi: He listened to what Kit was saying, his gaze thoughtful. "Ah. Well I can be quite gentle, if that's a worry at all..." He pointed out lightly, pressing himself over Kit lightly, nibbling along the male's jawline.
Kit: He just listened to him and just thought about it. "Hmm, I don't think you have to be super gentle." He said as he just ran his hands down Casi's sides, just tipping his head back a little as he nibbled.
Casi: He reached to slide his fingers through Kit's hair, his eyes bright but serious as they peered into Kit's eyes. "Would you like me to read you? Just these thoughts; how you want it... I wouldn't go any further then that." He offered softly.
Kit: He just looked up at him and whispered, "If you want. You can read me whenever you want, Casidhe. I've got nothing to hide, no secrets." He said softly with a smile and looked up at him.
Casi: His gaze was thoughtful as he looked at Kit after the words had been spoken. He smiled faintly. "Everyone has things that they hide, Kitten." He replied gently, pressing his lips to Kit's sweetly. "Now let's see what you want me to do to you..." He whispered, and things fade to black.
Kit: He hears his words and kisses him back and then after things come back he lays there just relaxed, smiling slighlty and rolling over to look at him. "I think I should return the favor."
Casi: He looked at Kit fondly, his gaze thoughful and calm. At the words, Cas just shook his head. "I'm perfectly happy, Kitten." He replied gently, reaching out to brush his fingers over Kit's thigh with a smile.
Kit: He smiled at his words and just laid there, feeling his fingers on his thigh, rather tender right now so he shivered a little. "Mmm, alright. well next time it's your turn, if you want a next time that is." He said proposing a question to him. He just looked at him.
Casi: He felt at ease, just laying there near Kit, and at the male's words, he blinked. "If I'm not with someone, you can come around whenever." He replied with a cheerful smile.
Kit: He just was so relaxed and just looked at him. "Alright." He said with a large smile, just relaxing for right now. "Mmm..should I knock when I come next time?" He said, finding the whole idea amusing.
Casi: He chuckled at Kit needing to knock and just shook his head. "You can peek in and see what's up; but for the love of god, do not let anyone know you are here if someone else is." He stated evenly, just shaking his head a little.
Kit: He just grinned a bit mischeviously. "Hmmm, it is tempting, messing with other people. I could do it in such a way that they thought you were just messing with them and it would be kinky." He commented, laughing a little.
Casi: His eyebrows shot up at Kit's words. "Kit! You absolutely may not do that!" He said, tackling the other male, rumbling softly in his throat and nipping Kit's nose gently. "Bad Kitten." He said, grinning at Kit.
Kit: He just laughs, even more so when he is tackled and looks up at him, biting his lower lip and trying not to laugh but bursts out laughing and just mocks, "OH god....oh god...OH GOD...did you just pinch my butt..." He looked up at Casi, grinning. "Hey you might get better tips."
Casi: He gasped and put his hands on his head, stradling Kit. "Oh my god, you cannot do that!" He said, but he couldn't hold it in anymore, convulsing into giggles at the mere thought of Kit doing something like that. He just stared down at Kit, grinning, when the laughter ran out.
Kit: He smirked quite a bit as he looked up at Casidhe and just grinned a bit wider. "That or I could tease you." Just runs his fingers down over his hips, reaching slighlty lower.
Casi: His eyes widened at Kit's words, the path of the male's fingers. He inhaled and caught Kit's hands. "Now now, no teasing, Kitten. You'll tire me out." He said sternly, but smiled anyway.
Kit: He just saw his reaction and pouted playfully and wiggled his fingers a bit. "Mmm, do clients ever treat you nicely?" He asked curious.
Casi: The expression was terribly cute on Kit, and the words made Cas smile. "They aren't always abusive." He replied lightly. A pause. "Why do you ask?" An eyebrow was raised at Kit, curious.
Kit: Just looks at him and smiles softly. "Just the first time you said you didn't deserve someone nice. It just led me to think that your clients aren't that nice most likely. I think you deserve it, but I may be biased now." He said wiht a grin.
Casi: He tilted his head at Kit, remembering it quite sharply. He chuckled at the male. "They aren't always mean, but they aren't very giving, either. Not that I would expect them to be." He said with a little shrug. "But thank you..." He added for the last comment, his eyes shifting away. He slid down beside Kit, laying his head on the male's shoulder.
Kit: Just wached him, listening and nodding silently as he just watched him lay down, feeling his head on his shoulder as kit, rested his head against Casi's gently, grasping his hand softly.
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Post by CASIDHE TRYSTEN CATARA on Apr 27, 2012 6:24:35 GMT
nothing means more to me then what we share; Casi: It had been hours since everything had gone down. Since Kit had found him in bed with Morgan, since he had ran. The morning had become midday, and that had drifted into evening. It was dark out now, as he walked slowly to his apartment. Everything had changed. Everything. The pain had went deep, and he wasn't sure how to cope with everything. With all that had been said and done. Yet he still had to pick up the pieces, still had to return home. And so with a trembling hand he opened the door to his apartment and stepped in, not sure if Kit would be still lingering or not.
Kit: He was sitting on the bed, tears falling down his face as he turned over his hands. He had lost both of them in one swoop and he was not sure what to do. He felt like he was dying on some deeper level, just wanting to move on desperately so. He wanted to escape this pain. He heard the door open and slowly got up and stepped out seeing Casidhe, "Casidhe." The words came out soft, scared, and worried, and yearning, needing him.
Casi: That little shiver went through him as he pressed the door closed, his gaze finding Kit and feeling guilt and pain. He was suffering in those moments as he heard the ghost say his name. He let his eyes close and made sure to keep breathing. Then he was looking at Kit again. "Kitten..." His voice was brittle and unsure, and he felt so very weak just standing here, not knowing what to do or say.
Kit: He heard him and just looked at him, "Please come here." He held out his arms and whispered, "Please."
Casi: His eyes were wide, startled at Kit's words, and he hesitated. There were so many thoughts tumbling through his head, so many emotions twisting through him. But he gave in before he even realized that he was moving towards Kit, his own arms going around the ghost, his head leaning on Kit's shoulder. "I'm here." Came the soft response.
Kit: He slipped his arms around him, shaking with tears that were still coming, feeling weak and closing his eyes, burrying his head in Casidhe's hair, "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I said that." He clinged to him.
Casi: It was easier, somehow, when Kit's arms had slipped around him. He felt like he belonged, like nothing else needed to matter right now. But there was still so much left unsaid, so much to figure out. And he was so very afraid still. The ghost's words made him inhale and lean back, his hands moving up to cup the sides of Kit's face to look the ghost in the eyes. "Shh, it's going to be okay." He said, hoping that the words were true. Needing them to be true. His eyes lowered for a moment and he pressed his forehead to Kit's. "What is it that you really want from me?" He asked, voice barely above a whisper now.
Kit: He heard him and just looked down into his eyes, "Your love. I want you here and I never want to leave. If you leave, I don't know what I'd do. The last hours have killed me inside. I need you." He said and hugged him tightly.
Casi: His gaze flicked back up to meet Kit's when he heard the ghost start to speak. He held his breath as he listened to what was said, his eyes searching Kit's. He felt the hug and exhaled to breathe again, and he pulled the ghost's face closer to his. "You have it. You have my love." Were the words as he pressed his lips to Kit's gently. "I think I've always been yours. I just didn't know it until now." He murmured softly against the ghost's lips.
Kit: He heard him and kissed him back gently, hearing last words and smiling, "I feel so right with you. And then when you're gone, it's like the world took the ground from beneath me. I love you so much." He said against his lips.
Casi: His hands shifted from Kit's face, just putting his arms around the ghost's neck as he heard what was being said. There was a moment of silence from him, then his gaze fell from Kit's again. "I want this, with you. But I can't just walk away from everything I am...." He ached, not wanting to ruin this moment, but he could not lead the ghost to believe that he could change it all because of this.
Kit: He slipped his arms tightly around Casidhe's waist, listening to him, tears in his eyes and he nodded, "I still want you, even if it means you still are what you are." He said softly, not able to say the actual word, not wanting to, but he just wanted Casidhe.
Casi: When Kit nodded after his words and responded, he bit his lower lip. He did not like seeing tears in the ghost's eyes, but for whatever reason they were there, this all had to be figured out before he could offer any real comfort to Kit. The way the ghost avoided the word -- it was so obvious -- made him unsure. "Even if I'm still a whore?" There was a pause, and he touched the side of the ghost's face with his fingertips. "Say it, Kit. This is important; accepting it..." His voice was low, soft.
Kit: He heard him and just sighed softly, looking into his eyes and said, "Yes, even if you're still a....." He breathed out, "a whore." He hated that word and it just felt dirty on his tongue and he just looked into his eyes.
Casi: There was that unsure silence lingering in the air as he waited for Kit to speak. He heard the sigh, keeping his gaze steady on the ghost's as the words were spoken. He dipped his head slightly. "No matter what, you have my heart. That's yours only. No one else gets to touch that." He responded gently, not looking away from Kit.
Kit: He looked into his eyes and heard his words and leaned in and kissed him, a hand slipping into Casidhe's hair.
Casi: As Kit leaned in to kiss him, he returned the kiss; his eyes closing at the feel of the ghost's hand in his hair. His own hand slipped from Kit's face, down the ghost's chest to slide around Kit's waist to hold him there. After a moment he smiled a little. "What does this make us, this?" He asked, his voice curious. It wasn't as if he'd ever been in such a position before, so how would he know?
Kit: He looked down into his eyes, his face still close to Casidhe's and smiled, "Boyfriends, lovers." He smiled even more at that thought.
Casi: He peered thoughtfully up at Kit with that little smile, eyes bright at the words that the ghost had spoken. "I like the sound of that.... boyfriends..." Soft words as he tilted his head slightly to the side. "I love you, Kitten." He whispered, his voice happy and filled with emotion.
Kit: He smiled at the words and nodded, "So do I." He heard him then and smiled soflty, "I love you too." He gently ran a thumb over Casidhe's cheekbone softly.
Casi: There was a little laugh at Kit's response; feeling that things were where they should be right now. He blinked slowly when the ghost spoke again and ran a thumb over his cheekbone, liking the feel. He pulled back slightly from Kit and caught the ghost's hand in his, curling his fingers around Kit's. "Come to bed with me, Kit." Came the words as he stared lovingly into the ghost's eyes; needing him close.
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