Nathaniel Night

[nathaniel]

Nathaniel Jade Night
one touch can connect you to a life before your own

Nathaniel Jade Night
Nat,Nate,Night
21
Male
Halloween
Fallen Angel
Neutral
Bisexual

PLAY-BY Shirota Yuu
EYES Hazel
HAIR Black and Emo cut, over his eyes
BODY TYPE Decently toned
HEIGHT 5,11
WEIGHT 212
DISTINGUISHING FEATURESHis angry eyes, typical frown he has, and wing scars on his back. All black clothes, sometimes red clothes
STYLE Almost every single time you run into Nathaniel he is wearing gothic clothing, which normal consists of black and red. He likes black tanks or black tight fitting long sleeved shirts. He always wears skinny black jeans and knee length combat boots with red laces. Studded belts, bullet belts and chained belts are his fashion. He enjoys leather jackets, and trench coats with hoods and black leather vests as well. Fingerless gloves, and black or silvered chained jewelry. For simple reference think of Hot Topic and Spencers, he's the prince of goth basically and has a tattoo of barbed wire on his wrists. So just imagine a kid walking out of Hot Topic. His expression is normally off in the distance and wary, he seems to be overly exhausted all the time, partially because he doesn't seem to get sleep, and he's stressed out all the time due to being filed with anger from losing his home, so he doesn't typically have a friendly exterior. His hair is always hiding his gaze and he rarely stares anyone in the eyes unless he's angry at them or honestly interested in them. Other than that, he's a pretty sarcastic guy who has a standoffish attitude.

LIKES At least 10.

• The Sky, how he misses to fly
  
• Classic Rock
  
• Gothic Literature
  
• Some R&B music but that's a secret
  
• Horses (Another secret)
  
• Solitude
  
• Clubs
  
• alcohol
  
• Drugs
  
• The Night time
  

DISLIKES At least 10.

• Crowded Areas
  
• Attachments
  
• People
  
• Country music
  
• Pop music
  
• Annoying Stalkers thinking he's hot
  
• Day time pedestrian activities
  
• Punks
  
• Know it all
  
• Jocks
  

STRENGTHS At least 4.

• His intelligence
  
• His paranoia
  
• His resourcefulness
  
• His Stubbornness
  

WEAKNESSES At least 4.

• His fear of attachments
  
• His sarcasm
  
• His attitude
  
• His past so he doesn't want to share his memories with any human that tries to touch him due to the reasons he fell...
  

HABITS At least 3.

• Is addicted to anything that gives adrenaline except for sex, unless he's so high he won't notice the humans touch.
  
• is a chain drinker
  
• often wanders around alone at night in high places
  

FEARS At least 3.

• Fears of attachment
  
• Fears of commitment
  
• Fears of his past reliving itself
  

DESIRES At least 1.

• To find peace in his broken heart...
  

SECRETS At least 1.

• He fell from the heavens for falling in love with a girl...only for her to die in his arms...so he feels betrayed and is frightened of being heartbroken once more.
  

OVERALL
Overall in general...I'd say that Nathaniel is just a really hurt guy who walks around with thousands of walls to keep people away from him in fear of getting his heart broken once more...he can't stand disappointment and doesn't want to be faced with heart ache again after losing Vanessa...The one girl he thought could be the only one to earn his heart...he tries to act like he left heaven for a more tragic reason or some sane rebellion against God...but it was for love...and he acts like he regrets it...but he doesn't, he just scared and devastated over his woman's death...He normally comes off as a jack ass to most people when they first meet him..but he really isn't, he's just misguided and uses rash actions and harmful words to keep people away from him so he isn't tempted to get too close to them. He has a high degree of sarcasm that can annoy even a sarcastic person...He is extremely intelligent and clever, which is part of his problem, he puts himself above other people as an extra degree of protection against them. So basically in a nut shell...he's antisocial....but when you can crack through that fortress of ice and hate...you will actually find a very loyal, and very reliable friend who would do ANYTHING to protect you and to help you and would NEVER let you down...he's a sweetheart when he tries, but it isn't easy for him to do the whole love thing because he tries to deny the fact that he has been in love once before. So, keep your fingers crossed...and work real hard with him, and he'll love you for the rest of your life...

MOTHER Kathryn Night, Deceased, adoptive mother, doesn't know real parents
FATHER Daniel Night, same as above
SIBLINGSnone
OTHER PERSONS OF IMPORTANCE none as of right now
ETHNICITY doesn't have one
WEALTH STATUS fairly decent, works in a club.
OVERALL
In general...Nate is fairly decent with his wealth, he works nights a really crowded night club that isn't for humans, so he earns quiet a bit of money being a bar tender there. So he's not the richest guy in the world, in fact he could have his own small house but instead he has a tiny apartment instead that's a one bed roomer...and he doesn't keep in touch with relatives because he doesn't want their attachments...

When he was aligned with Heaven, he was as loyal as any other of his brethren...Faithful, and fierce to follow his duties as the angel of fire...but soon his loyalty was to be sprained from faithfulness the day a beautiful little girl was born on the graceful planet his heavenly father made home for the humans he once cherished. He often would walk the planes of earth for the sake of compassion to fuel his fire for his love of his fathers humans, the humans would keep him company when he sought solitude from his siblings...

On Earth it was here he fell in love with Vanessa...A beautiful red haired girl with jade green eyes that sparked with amber gold flicks like a summers love. He loved her smile, he loved her grace, just everything about her made him fall ever the more harder in her soul...and it wasn't long until he made the choice to fall on his own by tearing off his own wings and disgracing his calling so he could walk a world on earth to be with his love...only for it to be destroyed...

No sooner did they fall in love with each other...that she was taken from him when she died in the hospital without him being able to do anything for her for fear of being found by his brethren in the skies...he disgraced his calling and lashed out at any of his brethren that tried to detour him from Vanessa. So now he is a fugitive of the Lord..and now that his hatred for losing his woman has grown to a festering rage...he constantly scouts the earth for something to bring him peace...but as of yet nothing has worked...He doesn't actually remember everything from his past as an Angel...but that has something to do with denial and the constant abuse he tries to insist on his body due to pain and lashing out, but because he knows that any human that touches his skin will see everything about him, he resists contact and hides from people...and from himself...so sadly alot of Nathaniel's history is unknown...and to him, it's not interesting...

NAME/ALIAS Kai/Ansem
AGE 19
TIME ZONE Mountain Time
HOW YOU FOUND US City Sleeps in Flames
OTHER CHARACTERS none
RP SAMPLE

Neil's mind was nothing but a useless hurricane of endless thoughts that was loud with the roaring of his pain. His black colored eyes shattered like broken glass as he wandered the cities of New York, alone, and that simple fact devastated his heart more than the years of abuse he's endured as a child. The sheer agonizing knowledge that he's lost Benji, perhaps forever, was almost more than he could bare, and now his body simply felt as hollow as a log, and his blood was cold like the ice that grew in his home country of Germany across the barren cruel sea. He was chilled, he was scarred to the bone, and he just didn't know what else to do. He's been wandering the streets for days, or was it weeks? Neil couldn't be sure... everything was of devastation for him, nothing made sense to him, and quite frankly, he didn't care.

The one and only thing he truly cared about, or rather had cared about, was now gone...

His dearest Benjamin...was gone....and it just...broke...his heart....

Germany....an icy homeland that never bore any comfort for him in the past...was lost and it was gone now....far away from his access...but at the same time...he had been glad...Germany was the place of torment for him, the place where he had been abused, tested on, and trained to become the worlds most deadliest killer....They were successful...Neil was a murderer...he was a monster...he could kill anyone he wanted to without much of an effort....and at some points in his life...he enjoyed it...he at some points when the voices in his mind would consume him, he'd love it...he'd become lost in the control and power that would come with taking the life of some helpless soul...some helpless being...that...he could destroy....he was a master of pain...he was.... everything you could have as a nightmare....

But now...Neil would give up all of his old reputation in the world...just so he could bring Benji back....just to bring him back..just so he could hold Benji one more time...and kiss his sweet beautiful lips...and just look into his gorgeous eyes and tell him one more time he loved him...but he couldn't.....he was gone.......gone away from him forever....

Neil's chest swelled with pain and he found himself unable to breathe as he wandered down the streets in the afternoon, not caring for the weather, or for where he was going...all he cared about was walking...moving...doing anything to keep his mind occupied...and off of Benji...and yet his efforts were in vain as his hands touched the cold side of a building and his eyes fell downcasted to the sidewalk like a wasted dream...He didn't feel the cold of the stone against his hand, nor did he see the tiny ants crawling through the cracks of the sidewalk..he didn't even hear the moaning of zombies in the distant..his rugged face was just crest fallen and shameful as his eyes fell fallen shut as he shivered, desperate to whimper in pity as he rubbed his eyes with his free hand, a tremor shooting down his spine to the root of his bones. He didn't like the way he felt right now, or rather how he didn't feel...a numbness was clotting his blood and veins as he leaned against the wall of a convenient store, his eyes closed and his now emo cut length hair falling into his eyes. He was careless to even the zombies that were no doubt near by, but how could he care, when the soul of his world was gone?

A sigh escaped his lips as he distantly thought he could hear something of a voice in his mind, but he was wrong...or at least he thought he was...could he be? He gave a frustrated sigh and shook his head as he nearly pulled his hair out of his head in agony. His frustration was getting the better of him, and hunger was gnawing terribly as his gut and thirst burned his throat like a deserts kiss...his blood was boiling with liquid fire as he licked his lips and gazed around with a dazed stare, his eyes trying to find the one face he knew he'd never have again... (TAKEN FROM ANOTHER SITE I AM CURRENTLY ON WITH MY CHARACTER NEIL)

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