Post by cierra on Jun 20, 2011 23:07:57 GMT
CIERRA FAY LABEAU !?
'or do we sit here wondering why this world isn't turning around'
'or do we sit here wondering why this world isn't turning around'
hey there! so, tell us all about you... let's start off with the basics. what do we need to know?
"I guess I should start off with my name. My name is Cierra Fay LaBeau, and no, I'm not French. My grandpa was a full blooded Cajun, so it's just a name that was passed down the line. I'm twenty-five years old, heterosexual, and... oh, theres an important part you might want to know me by. I'm a supernatural; shapeshifter to be exact. I shape into a regular red siberian husky, picture can be found here. As in terms of the dreadful war, I'm on the light side. I have a hard time dealing with that since it seems every supernatural I know of thinks differently. "
so, a little birdy told me that you're pretty gorgeous... describe yourself.
"Gorgeous? I don't know if I would say that. I'd actually say I'm a little less than average or average. I'm five foot five, one hundred fifteen pounds, and my figure is pretty slim. I'm not flat. I've got a few curves, but not really all that much. My hair has been in various styles, died black, cut to my chin, all that, but my hair right now in this point in time is dark brown and a little past my back. It's wavy and sometimes I can take out my straighter or curler. I do care a lot about my apperance. It shows a lot about a person, even if society tries not to judge on looks. I have high cheekbones with changing color eyes. I call them changing colors because it all depends on the light that it's in. They can be super dark brown or almost blue looking. It's bizzare and I think it has something to do with my husky form having ice blue eyes. That's just a theory. As far as my style of clothes go, I'm pretty good as long as it looks good on me. I love plaid, skinny jeans, shorts, dresses, skirts, and just adorable shirts all the way around. I just wish I could afford it all. Yeah, you could call me a girly girl for having a sense of that style, but again, I like to make an apperance if I can. Not all of us can wear nothing but her boyfriend's T-shirt and still look good. People say that I look like Ashley Greene, and I do feel honored because she's absolutely beautiful, but I don't think I quite make the cut."
i'm sure that your personality is something else completely, tell me all about your self, can't wait to hear it!
"I don't know where to begin! I don't really have one word to describe me overall. Maybe emotional. I tend to over react sometimes. When I get really sad, mad, or happy, I usually get a little teary. I really try hard not to, but when I trap things in, emotions also tend to come out all at once. So I need to bring it out. I'm not crazy bipolar, I guess, but I really need to tigthen some things in every once in a while. For some odd reason, I can trap emotions when I'm listening to others. It sounds very odd, but I guess I'm kind of a sucker for the one that needs to talk. Sometimes, I need to talk myself. Enough with the heavy stuff. I'm starting to ramble! Okay, I like sunny days, movies, handsome guys, dogs, comedy, running, the smell of fresh grass, all kinds of music, helping someone out, thought of saving someone, rolling in the grass, long walks, and the thickest part of the woods during daylight. Dislikes I guess I've got quite a bit of. I don't like killing humans, shifting, fleas, squirrels, being so alone all the time, sterotypes, feeling insecure, seeing pain, feeling pain, abusers, overal just mean people, and being so navie. Lets see... my strengths are I have a good heart, I'm pretty (so I'm told), I'm smart, I can be fun to hang around, and I can shift into a husky dog. Weaknesses include being too emotional, being a wee bit of the jeaous type, too navie, and I can be a little insecure at times. Again, I don't mean to be! It's just sometimes when I mess up, it seems that everyone is pounding down on me how much I suck. It drills into after a while, you know? You're asking me all these questions and I'm giving these really sad deep hearted answers, but honestly, I do love to laugh. I have a good sense of humor. I'm not all seriousness and light hearted butterflies. Yeah, I'm a bit of a giggler, but its usually when I am having a good time. It's not always a thing of flirting. Oh yeah, romance. I've had my relationships, and really, I think it's better if I don't. Sometimes, I flirt when I don't know that I am, if that makes sense. I just talk and later I'm told that I was 'all over him'. I've had a couple of exes from high school, but no one night stands. I find myself a little bit of a hopeless romantic and picky about the guys. I want one that doesn't have to rely on me, but yet one that needs me. Obviously I can't have both, which is why my hopes aren't very high. Still, one can't help but dream. My family and I are not on good terms. They have the view of the darkside of the war. I don't like the fact of calling it a war, but that's exactally what it is. I don't have any trouble staying out the human lives and such. I'd rather much blend in. Even though I do love being in my husky form. Since it's painful to shift, I like to stay in my husky form for a long period of time. In human life, I'm on vacation with my 'famiily'. In reality, I'm wagging through the dog parks and running in circles because it's that much fun! My desire is to find a better life. Since all that I've known has turned their back on me, it's hard to find someone that would actually stick with me all throughout. "
i would love to hear about your past, i'm sure it's oh so interesting...
"Theres not much to tell about my family really besides the hugeness of it. All 'pureblood shapeshifters' (god sometimes I feel like I'm in Harry Potter!) If we don't marry a shapeshifter, we're shunned. Might as well not marry. My father is Michael LaBeau, married to Savannah LaBeau (what a weird name, huh?) I have one brother and one sister, Clint LaBeau and Tiara LaBeau. Both older than me. That's right. I'm the baby of the family. Let's start from the beginning...
My dad was the known player all around the school. No one ever thought he'd find any sort of love... at all really. That was until he met my mother, independent and graceful and perfect in every way. Michael had to have her. At first, yeah, it was a sex thing, but the more and more she grew on him. He was afraid until the day he caught her flying gracefully into an eagle. He changed into a panther and together saw each other through mental images as how shapeshifters communicate with any other creature. It was a perfect match. Their parents were happy, a large fortune was combined with another large fortune to make a giant rich mess. Tiara came first as independent and strong as our mother. She formed into a badger. Clint came next, turning into a pitbull at command. Thats why i was so strange. If you haven't noticed, all the breeds above were known to be aggressive and at the top of their foodchains. I, however, transformed into a red siberian domestic husky. But that comes later. When I was born, my parents had me growing up on a basic principal; we were superior to any normal human being. I wasn't as strong and independent as my brother and sister. I tried so hard! However, while they had to be pratically beat with punishment, one bad look and I was sent crying to my room. I hated being yelled at. It has carried to me this day! I cringed at every word. Most of the time, I tried to put on a brave face, but what ended up happening was I would end up loosing it at the most random of times.
At first, everyone was worried - and I do mean everyone in my entire freaking family- was worried because the time I had started school I hadn't changed. It wasn't until my third grade year until I turned into an adorable puppy. Everyone was happy again and life went on as regular until my fifth grade year. My parents turned up dead. Killed by an unknown group of people who told us they killed humans. I was outraged! To me, my parents could have never killed innocent humans (or anyone for that matter) I was forced to live with my uncle and aunt for the remainder of the school days. My aunt was fine, but my uncle... he was weird. He just did stuff that I could never tell when he was kidding or not! 'Aw, Cierra, you don't need to put a bra on, your with family!' or walk into my room without knocking then helping me with my dress when CLEARLY I could get it myself. It was weird... don't worry, he didn't do anything too bad. Just enough to get me a little shaken. Who helped me through all of this was my sister. Whenever I was freaked out because uncle was showing me inappropriate pictures- again- she would comfort me. Telling me she'd NEVER let anything happen to me. It got me through so that I probably wasn't... you know, done awful to. I started volunteering at the animal shelter to keep away at home while being able to help animals find homes while at the same time give people someone to love like I never had.
Thats were I met Derik. So sweet and kind. I dated before, but they hadn't lasted very long just because I was known to be a little... needy. Clingy. Jealous. No one likes that in a relationship, so I got it, but it made me very cautious when he asked me out. He was smart, witty, funny. How could I not adore? As soon as I was eighteen, I fled from that place. It was about that time I found out that my parents had killed a couple of humans. I felt betrayed, as the rest of the family. Superiors didn't kill, they only ruled in their eyes. I went to both Derik and my sister for support. I don't know what it was, weither it was my emotionalness coming out all at once or seeing my family was just a freaking messed up group, Derik just left. We lived together for a little under a month and he already got tired of me. I was starting to feel a little under. What was it about me that drew people away? Even my uncle was starting to get pissy with me. Whenever I visited, he would cram me in a corner and lecture me, sometimes when I started crying, slap me to shut up (that was to the extent of the abuse, but it still hurt)
What finally ended it all was that Tiara was starting to become distant. She was starting to become just like the family. When I visited her year after year, her moods had changed. It was different. I hated it. At the same time, I couldn't tell her, so I just remained silent and watched it happen right before my eyes. Eventually, I came back and she was married. Shapeshifter of course. It was like she wasn't Tiara anymore. It was like she was the badger she transformed into. Everyone has been lecturing me to try to find someone to marry and have a bunch of freaking kids with to carry down the family LaBeau line. I don't even know why I still visit. Maybe it's to keep everyone happy. Every time I visit, it's always 'have a boyfriend?...No?... Listen young lady, you better start to find someone or we'll find someone for you, you spoiled little brat!... QUIT CRYING!' Needless to say, I don't visit often. Neither do I let anyone else in my life. Everyone that I know has changed and turned against me in some manner."
who is the amazing mastermind behind the likes of you?
"The creator's alias is Emily. Some of you may know her from... oh dear, what's his name? Oh right! Damon Ellis- what a charmer- all her information and examples of her darling work is over there if you want to see that."Lookie at Damon Ellis <3.
