turning point -- London

[BARTHOLOMEW LEX RIVEN]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style,width: 355px; background-color: #000000; border: solid 5px #333333; true] Mew wanted London to stay fairly innocent. It was one of the things that drew him to the faerie, after all. There were other things too, but how much would change and be lost if London lost all the innocence Mew knew him to have? There had already been a price to what had been done, to having taken London's virginity. The blood would be different now; changed. That sort of thing never made much sense to Mew, but he had to say there was always something mystical in the world. Maybe it was a sensory within a vampire, or maybe it was something that altered each person when they went through it. Mew didn't know, nor did it much really matter to him on how it came to be that way. Part of him thought that maybe doing this would shake the hold London's blood had held on him. It was addicting in a way he couldn't explain properly. He'd found that most faeries had sweeter blood then a human would, but London's still overshadowed all of the fae he'd recently been hunting. Not something Mew wanted London to find out, because for one, it was killing. Two, it was London's species he was hunting, and that might cause a sore spot. And Three? London was the reason Mew had been doing it. Because the faerie had caused Mew to realize he liked fae blood. It couldn't be put on London's concious. It would probably mess with him quite a bit. Mew stared at London when the faerie spoke, taking the words in. Yeah, the male was his. Just by those words, Mew knew he had his claws in deep. Which was exactly where and how he wanted them. Just now it was different then before with the others. Human traits of his were starting to shine through because of London. He could feel alive, less like a monster. It was a lifting sort of feeling, and Mew couldn't help but like it. Mew had no words for the first part, only a faint smile to give. Yet with the other words, Mew gave pause to consider. The date thing was fine, of course. The shower. Mew wasn't quite there yet. "You can shower if you want.. I can after. I'm not ready for all the couply stuff like pair showering..." He twitched a little. Work in progress, yes. Then about the dates, about feeling anything on them. Mew nodded. "Yeah, there were real moments." He responded quietly, peering at the faerie. There had been quite a few badly ended 'relationships' when it came to Mew. The real lucky ones were simply left in the dust because they didn't matter much at all. The ones he was most fond of that he no longer wished to keep around, or wanted to leave him? Dead, now. He won't tell London, not yet. These things were not for a creature such as London. "But we should go on another date.. Soon." He added after a minute, allowing a small smile to curl over his lips. template by Delusional

[LONDON ZADE MORTMAIN]

London had always heard from his brother that he was innocent, that he would never understand. He had understood though and now whenever someone says he is stupid or too innocent or too naïve, he becomes defensive. London thought he was less and less. Perhaps, he did not see the benefits of it because many things like this brought him back to his parents death and to the death of his best friend. He simply felt like that was changing in him. He had given Lex his virginity, something he really did not think of as huge, more of that he just was falling in love with Mew and having sex like they did, only stabilized that. He felt like they could do anything and everything together now, but that was because he did not know what a relationship was like.

London was unsure of so many other things though, like feeding. He wondered if that would be okay, or if he would have to find other people to feed from. His best friend had always let him once he brought it up. He felt bad though still from feeding from Lex. He wanted to apologize, but he already had, unsure of how Lex would feel about everything. He did know how he felt, and yet, London did not know how he felt. He had just fed from him not too long ago, but emotions changed so quicly. As far as Lex feeding from him, he liked it, unable to help the way his body reacted to it. He loved the pleasure of it, not really finding pain in it.

London heard his words after a long pause, a bit nervous about it, “Oh…okay.” He simply nodded and couldn’t help the slight disappointment, but it went further than that. He felt uncomfortable that he had said no, not exactly knowing why though. He knew he had to be patient with him, but it was extremely hard for him. He never had to be in this position and now that it was more complicated, he felt different. He heard his words next though and smiled softly. He was entirely happy that not all had been some sort of joke. “Yay!” he squeaked softly at his last words, all too excited to go on a date. He hugged him tightly for a moment and then pulled back. “What are we going to do today though? After we shower,” he looked at him, wondering if he was supposed to leave. “If you want, I can leave,” he said, being soft about the words, trying to hide deep down that he wanted him to say no.

London would probably have felt scared of him right now if Lex were to tell him, not one to handle death well. He wanted to tell the male that he was alone, that basically the only person he knew was his best friend and him. He was so scared to tell him, afraid that if he told him, the male would think they were going too fast. He honestly did not know what too fast or too slow was. His muscles were a bit tense then as he thought about things and he did not want the male to notice, “So where’s the shower?” He asked softly and smiled softly at him, looking into his eyes, waiting.

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