Post by ALEC REN MIKINNEY on May 31, 2013 2:02:23 GMT
Alec could see the way his jaw clenched, knowing it dug into him, part of him feeling satisfied and the other part regretting saying that. There had been times that Vladimir had become his ‘dad’ rather than being seen as just a father. There was some sort of deep attachment they had, but he felt as if they would never speak of such things. He tried not to think of the moment a werewolf had attacked him and he had taken care of him. Alec knew he was tough on him, but he had always made sure he was alright. He felt something in him tighten, pain running across his eyes, but it wasn’t the physical pain, it was the type that ran much deeper.
Alec heard him and tears filled his eyes, knowing they were true, knowing he hurt Vladimir and from his perspective, he was feeling horrible. When he drank from the male, it was as if his body no longer contained life, it completely restless, just staring past him. Then he was being moved to a chair and just stared into his eyes, tears rolling down his cheeks. He nodded then at his words and shook his head at the question because all he could do was cry and give in. Maybe this was the end of everything for him and Dimitri. He felt pain spread throughout him as he let his body give into the chair and just let his eyes fall from Vladimir. “Do what you want with me,” he said softly as he felt like this would be how it was forever.
Vladimir thought of Dimitri, of all the times they had and it instantly broke him. He would never have the opportunity to go further, to protect him and be there when he needed him to be. He instantly broke down in front of Vladimir, tears falling much faster as he brought his legs to his chest, much like the little boy he had been. He had lost someone again already and it hit him like a semi might hit a human. He was instantly changed.
Alec heard him and tears filled his eyes, knowing they were true, knowing he hurt Vladimir and from his perspective, he was feeling horrible. When he drank from the male, it was as if his body no longer contained life, it completely restless, just staring past him. Then he was being moved to a chair and just stared into his eyes, tears rolling down his cheeks. He nodded then at his words and shook his head at the question because all he could do was cry and give in. Maybe this was the end of everything for him and Dimitri. He felt pain spread throughout him as he let his body give into the chair and just let his eyes fall from Vladimir. “Do what you want with me,” he said softly as he felt like this would be how it was forever.
Vladimir thought of Dimitri, of all the times they had and it instantly broke him. He would never have the opportunity to go further, to protect him and be there when he needed him to be. He instantly broke down in front of Vladimir, tears falling much faster as he brought his legs to his chest, much like the little boy he had been. He had lost someone again already and it hit him like a semi might hit a human. He was instantly changed.