CONNERS, Tobias Cole

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 400px; height: 380px; background-image:URL(http://i800.photobucket.com/albums/yy284/brooklynlolli/x0r3w0.png); border-left: 10px solid #1e1e1e; border-right: 10px solid #1e1e1e;] TOBIAS COLE CONNERS ------------------------------------------------- FULL NAME Tobias Cole Conners NICKNAMES Tobi, Tobs AGE 20 GENDER Male BIRTHDAY November 2nd SPECIES Demon ALLIANCE Neutral SEXUALITY Bisexual ------------------------------------------------- PLAY-BY Tell Carlson EYES He has round eyes that are a deep, dark brown to the point where his irises are almost black. HAIR He has dark brown, shoulder length hair which is surprisingly soft to the touch. BODY TYPE He's very slim with lean, not too visible, muscle. HEIGHT 5'9'' WEIGHT 152 pounds DISTINGUISHING FEATURES No piercings, tattoos... STYLE For the most part, jeans and t-shirts all the way. His shirts tend to be lighter colors like off-white or light blue. Most of his shirts are plain and don't show off bands or images of any kind. His shirt could be a v-neck or maybe it's not. It all depends on what he pulled out of the closet that day. It's the same thing with his jeans. Sometimes they're skinny jeans and he'll wear his converse with them, or if he pulls out some slightly more baggy pants, he'll wear his tennis shoes. Both his converse and his tennis shoes are basically black, the only difference in color is that his converse have white toes with white shoelaces, and his tennis shoes have a midnight blue bottom with midnight blue laces. ------------------------------------------------- LIKES Dusk Dawn Midnight Sleep Edgar Allen Poe Drawing Eating The outdoors (assuming there aren't many people) Solitude Halloween Story time Bacon DISLIKES Noon or afternoon Bright lights Yellow and Orange Monsters (the energy drink) Tons of People Overly peppy people Cherries or any cherry flavored drink (including Dr. Pepper) Leaving things unfinished (i.e. books, poems, drawings...) Being told he has to do something nonessential Tons of questions, especially those requiring him to decide something he wants/likes STRENGTHS Physically capable of moving his own furniture, provided he has the proper equipment Unlike the typical demon, he doesn't hang onto his anger Independent Generally smart WEAKNESSES Though he doesn't hold onto anger, his temper can flare up and cause him to do things he might later regret. Can be easily frustrated by things he can't help. The weather outside affects his mood. Bright lights make him unhappy, thunderstorms leave him calm. Sometimes he gets the urge to do something dangerous, which may put him in the hospital one day. HABITS Chews on his pencil when he's drawing and deep in thought. Taps his bowl twice before eating cereal. Paces when frustrated. FEARS Spiders. Being forever alone. Getting too attached to someone who'll just leave. DESIRES To feel the touch of another person, even though by now he realizes it's not possible. SECRETS Secretly, he wishes he hadn't been born a demon, due to his desire, though he'll never admit to either. OVERALL Overall, Tobias is an independent guy who likes to be alone at least that's what he claims. When he is confronted by either bright sunlight or highlighter colored clothing, he is bothered to the point that he is irritated or unhappy. He is happiest on the inside of a place with a glass wall, reading as it rains. Though that is his greatest living joy, the thing that he wishes for the most is something he cannot have, which is the ability to feel the touch of another. Even if it was limited to the touch of a significant other, he would be thrilled, yet it is not to be. Because of his lack of ability to feel contact, he is frequently frustrated and it's not uncommon for him to wish he wasn't born a demon. With both of these things being something he can't help, he will lash out verbally, maybe even physically, to someone nearby, especially if they are what triggered his irritation. After a flare like that, he's most likely to return home and immerse himself in Edgar Allen Poe literature in a dimly lit room. ------------------------------------------------- MOTHER Stephanie Marie Millers Conners. Deceased. FATHER Thomas Barkley Conners. Whereabouts unknown. SIBLINGS By his mother, none, but rumor has it Tobi's mother wasn't the only one his father was seeing. OTHER PERSONS OF IMPORTANCE Ex-girlfriend: Sylvia Johnson ETHNICITY White WEALTH STATUS Middle Class OVERALL Thomas Conners left when Tobi was too young to remember him, and that's okay with him. In Tobi's opinion, you can't miss someone you never knew, so it doesn't bother him that he's fatherless. (It could also be said that his mother telling him how much they didn't need his father played a part in how much he didn't care about that particular parent.) However, he can't say he doesn't care for his mother, who died of breast cancer when Tobi was 15. Her death greatly impacted his life, and it is what got him started reading Poe's works. As a young child, Tobias didn't realize that he was unable to feel the touch of another and so he was as happy as any other kid on the block. It wasn't until he was older that he felt like something was missing, leading to angst and general unhappiness spurred on by the depressing and somewhat crazed literature he was fond of reading. For a little while, he dated a girl that made him a bit happier, Sylvia Johnson, and all was well for a little while. However, before long, the desire to feel her as they kissed or held hands resulted in the frustration that he could not. One day, feeling particularly frustrated, he lashed out at her and lost her. So it was time for a new start in a new town where he was all but unknown. One boy, one truck, and all the furniture that would fit into his new apartment. No pets, no friends, and no news of his arrival was just the way he liked it. A new job, a new home, and a new life was all he needed. His only worry now was to not screw it up like he had the life he'd left behind. He wishes now to learn to extensively possess the humans around him so that he may be able to feel what touch is like.

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NAME/ALIAS Silver
AGE 18
TIME ZONE East Coast
HOW YOU FOUND US Affiliates
OTHER CHARACTERS None
RP SAMPLE

Sebastian hadn't noticed he was being watched or followed. He'd been too shut off, mentally at least and probably physically too, from the world around him. He hurt, but the cold air felt good on his fur. It was almost like Novocaine before a dentist drilled into a tooth...

Almost, but not quite. He still hurt. The tears still came, and now, Sebastian was afraid that his deer legs might give out from under him. He was afraid he'd collapse from mental and emotional exhaustion, probably not at all helped with him running earlier. He was going to lay down...

Until he heard the voice. His head snapped up, not having to turn to see where the sound had come from, and his legs locked. Why had he not seen or heard her? That fact made him nervous. He had to blink several times to clear the excess tears from his eyes so he could see her and not a blur. He did this while she talked..

While she talked about how it was dangerous out here and how a shifter could get caught or killed. That made him more nervous. Isn't that what the antagonist said before they caught or killed a person in movies or books? And then there was the sound behind her. His front legs sprung up, trying to move him back, yet his hind legs wouldn't move.

It was odd, because he wasn't caught or killed right now. The stranger had moved between him and whatever had made the noise. She'd also growled, supporting his belief. He knew his mind should be focus on what was happening now, but he could really only comprehend one thing. Max used to growl, too.

And then... what was this? Was she...? She was. She was reprimanding him for not being observant of the woods. But she had a point, he hadn't known she was watching. And she hadn't noticed the bird. And maybe she'd seen him shift. What would he have done if a hunter had seen him shift? Well, he probably would have been captured or killed...

But another uncontrollable thought flitted through his mind. Mother never does that. Never for my safety. Only for Dad's happiness. His eyes met the ground. Mother never does that for my safety, only for Dad.

"I.." He already had the ragged breathing of a person crying. Well, that made sense at least. "I wanna go h-home." It was a simple phrase with a not so simple meaning. "Home" was not where his mother and father lived at that moment, believing he was studying. "Home" was not that building he'd grown up in. In fact, Sebastian was pretty sure "home" didn't exist. He wanted to be in a place where he felt safe, secure, and loved. A place he enjoyed being and going to. He didn't have that place. Not even the woods.

"I'm s-sorry." He needed to calm down. Crying wouldn't help matters any anyway. I j-just..." Will power didn't seem to be working here. He wanted to go back in time to where he and Max could sit in his room and Max would comfort him and tell him why he didn't need to be upset over what someone said or what someone did, or whatever it was that he had been crying over. And he'd feel safe again, he'd feel okay.

Maybe this person was here on good terms, maybe she wasn't. Either way, he didn't feel like he'd stand much of a chance against anyone or anything right now. Eye's still on the ground, head hung, he let his knees, the front ones and then the back, buckle so he could lay in the snow. He was upset right now, and he didn't see any reason for pretending differently.

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